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سعيد رمضان المبارك




يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الصِّيَامُ كَمَا كُتِبَ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِكُمْ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَتَّقُونَ


“Hai orang2 yang beriman, diwajibkan bagimu berpuasa, sebagaimana telah
diwajibkan pada orang2 sebelum kamu. Mudah-mudahan kamu bertakwa”
(Al -Baqarah:183)


May this Ramadhan brings grace and blessings to me and you.
INSYAALLAH.



it's raining awkward

Dear Blog, sorry for ignoring you this past three months. I guess there is no better reason than I am busy with what life has brought me. During my absence, I went through the course of life that can be said to have fluctuations. In other words, full of ups and downs. Sometimes happy to tears and sometimes just plain tears. However, I'm lucky to have family and friends to share those moments with. Being in my twenty's, I have definitely learned a lot about life. Everyone make mistakes. Its how you redeem yourself is important. I would usually write longer. For tonight, I have no such desire.

MY PERFECT 20'22022011

You guys made me the MOST LUCKY 20years old this year. There's no other words could describe how overwhelmed I am receiving your gifts and wishes but a BIG sincerely THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.

thank you!
thank you!
THANK YOU!


SUPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY at KFC, S7.
Mula sekali, aku mahu ucap trillion TERIMA KASIH kepada Syafinaz Md Nor. Since we knew each other back in Matrikulasi Gambang, memang every year kau akan plan prank hebat-hebat untuk semua. Last year, aku kena lempar dengan benda busuk lagi kotor. Kena tipu kaw-kaw punya sampai tak sedar malam tu birthday aku. Tapi aku bersyukur. Benda-benda busuk tu lah yang buat kita rapat sampai sekarang. Semua gaduh-gaduh manja tu pun buat kita lagi senang berkawan. Tahun ni pulak, kau bagi aku semua yang manis belaka. Suprise party ni. Kek RAINDOUGH tu lagi. 6lapis hoiiii. Ahh.. Aku suka sangat. Sampai sekarang terbayang-bayang. Aku tak pernah dapat suprise birthday party. Kau pun tahu. Sebelum aku jejak Matrik, aku tak pernah pentingkan birthday celebration. Cukuplah sekadar ucapan gedik manis dari keluarga dan rakan-rakan. Aku tak minta lebih. Aku pun tak rasa celebration itu penting. Tapi sekarang. Kau dah bagi aku hadiah ter-awesome dalam dunia. Kau kumpulkan semua kesayangan aku. Kau buat aku realise. Hidup ni bukan lama sangat. Kalau ada peluang nak bersuka ria, kenapa mesti buang peluang itu. Kau tak pernah tolak tepi kawan-kawan. Kau sayang semua sama rata. Aku sayang kau. And, aku mahu simpan kau sampai mati. Itu janji. Terima kasih, Pnut.


Syafinaz

Terima kasih jugak untuk semua yang turut menjadi konco Pnut dari mula sampai akhir. Walaupun hampir terkantoi separuh jalan, tapi coverline korang memang terbaik sampai aku pun percaya. Terutama roomate tercintun, Asma Chudnofsky. Rupa-rupanya selama ni asek keluar ada discussion kelas tu dusta belaka. Kau memang ada hubungan sulit dengan Pnut kan. Thanks for the owl necklace. Memang benda yang aku asek sebut-sebut nak beli tapi asek tak jadi sebab mahal. End up, kau dapatkan untuk aku. Thanks and sorry for everything. I love you, roomate.

Asma

To Jedah & Balqis. Happy birthday to you both too. We're officially 20(twenteens) on 21Feb and 22Feb. Perangai harus lebih sopan lepas ni. Kalau tak jodoh lari. LOVE US!


Balqis & Jedah

And, kepada semua. Aimi, Jiji, Sara, Fifi, Rusel, Iman, Wawa, Nani, Wawa Mangge, Te'ah, Mirage, Atikah, Wani Sakijan, Hana, Kechik, Ima, Reen. Thanks for coming. Sumpah aku appreciate kamu semua.










BIRTHDAY JUMBOTRON
Ini pulak, rakan-rakan sepermainan dulu. Dari zaman sekolah rendah. Aku simpan. Sebab dorang best. Rasa tak lengkap hidup tanpa mereka-mereka ni. Birthday jumbotron ni khas untuk kami. Walaupun birthday lain-lain hari. Tapi macam best je buat semua sekali serentak. Tak perlu susah-susah fikir nak celebrate lagi lepasni. Semua kan jauh-jauh belaka. Susah nak gather. Happy betul semua haritu sampai lupa diri. Azan maghrib baru ingat nak balik rumah. Mardiana. Kawan baik sampai bila-bila. Kaulah yang akan kipas aku atas pelamin nanti and kau jugaklah yang akan jaga anak-anak aku kalau aku outstation kelak. Haha. Memang kau! Tak syak lagi. Lantak kau rela ke tak. Aku nak pilih kau jugak! Syukor. Kau memang budak genius dari dulu sampai sekarang. Walaupun asek merungut tension. Tapi apedehal. Tolak tepi tension tu. Belajar. Esok lusa kau study obersi pulak. Dah tak dapat lepak-lepak selalu. Lagi kau tension kot. Haaa.. Dah-dah.. Kau hadap je semua. Masalah dunia ni memang takkan habis selagi kita hidup. Chan, Ayie & Lan. Thanks for being my friend. Dari dulu sampai sekarang. Tak putus-putus. Walaupun jarang lepak. Kita kawan. Eh, Emi jugak. Main badminton sama-sama, gelak sama-sama. Harmoni betul kita. Bila masing-masing dah kahwin nanti jom beli rumah dekat-dekat. Kita berjiran. Haha.








To family, THANKS mak bapak untuk sewing machine dan lomo camera. Its all I ever wanted. Kakak-kakak dan juga adik, THANKS. Love you.

And here goes, my facebook wishes. THANKS. Much appreciated!


And this is from my beloved classmate. Sarip, Adam && Faza. Memang sweetlah korang kan. Dah bagi handmade card & lollipop hari tu. Then wish through sms lagi. Tak cukup-cukup? Bagi pulak email siap birthday lullaby from Upin Ipin. Haihhh.. korang buat aku serba salah sebab meng-kerek-kan diri selama ni. Takpe takpe. Kan dah jadi perjanjian kita. Lagi kerek, lagi mesra gitewwww. Thanks Geng Sole-Mole :)



To Bob, Afid, Hadiudin && Syafiq Rahim. Thanks for the guitar playing. Walaupun malam tu aku stress sangat sebab kena buat balik report marketing yang hilang sampai hormon tak stabil sampai nak emo-emo kat semua orang, accepting your calls buat hati aku tenang sket. Ecewah! Gelimatttt! And thanks again.

To everyone who calls and texted to wish. You know who you are. I wouldn't ask for more. Its perfect enough knowing that you care to remember. Hugggggg~

why can't I cry

You see the pain that lies in her eyes
But, her eyes are dry
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her eyes
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes
The smile she wears is but a disguise
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see the love that lies with in
But she shall never love again
She won't cry
No, She won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes
No one saw her die inside
They won't cry
No, they won't cry.

,Pablo @ Sami

Ahhh I was a bit aggrieved right now. Please. Stop pointing fingers. I'm not that cruel. You're like a family to me. I really want to hate you as much as I could but the truth is I can't. Just accept me the way I am and I'll treat you the same.